"When a couple faces the long distance there can be two reactions ... Let the couple dies or is reinforced ..." It's a phrase that is very true. Even more when we saw that when one meets.
There are now two months since we separated. The distance is correctly handles the day by keeping regular contact but when the tension is relaxed activities, then the feelings will highlight. It feels heavy, slow, weakened .... The reunion of the beloved are then an issue even if they are only virtual. They let us remind ourselves that it is still there and it makes a world of good.
But lately, largely for technical reasons, the contacts are more difficult. The days are long, my messages do not always find an answer or long after the conversations and are less vivid than before. I was even afraid that she is tired of me. It would not be the first person to have been around ... So I m'éteins half. My love is there but less expressed. He wondered what he should do. Get wild or shut up ...
Tonight we took our talking with my Soors-vampire and that goes a little better. She still loves me so much and I'm happy. I'm going to once again express my feelings and thus harder to perceive what she feels.
Earlier this dark period I talked to many people, French or English. It did me good and I wanted to share ... this desire was frustrated. Then that's where the absence was felt. I then closed and talk, I had no more desire. I'm not someone who is in the sentimental with itself, the negative emotions go after the right! So I forced myself to talk to people again and again ... but it was become stale. I walked in the dark both literally and figuratively, wondering what she was doing.
To you, I still have that fear
the perfect type that comes in and makes you forget who I am. I hope and believe, from what you told me it was not yet born.
With these words I will leave you wishing to spend a pleasant day (You see ^ ^) I love you
